If we win, we’ll praise You. If we lose, we’ll praise You.

I’m struggling.  I hanging on a thread here. Everyday, its feels like my heart and my mind is resembling much like a battlefield now. I don’t care how this battle is going to be won. I’m more concerned of when.

Its amazing how God never gets sick and tired me crying & kneeling on the floor in my secret place. How faithful our God is. Has that ever occured to you?

No, I’m not planning to throw the towel yet. I can only rely on God to lead me to the right direction and make the right decisions. God’s not done with me. Not yet.

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Well, I can’t have you pondering too long about what in the world am I blogging about. Ah, well. As I promised before, here’s some photos of the new FBC Subang!

I’m starting with the man in the mirror.

I know. It looks like some kind of college.

Calculate the rotation of the basketball court? Clockwise by 90′ degrees.

Askherlater? Elevateher?

To the carpark area. Looks a bit like a cave down there.

Or not

As much as I am excited over all the new facilities, there’s one thing that kept striking the back of my mind. That is, the fact that there’s a lot of work to be done. The building has increased in size to about 3 times now, but the congregation will, no surprise, decrease in number. Sure, we’re starting all this from a scratch, but it will all count once we’ve combined both our efforts together with the grace and will of God to build HIS church.

As I look upon how much has change in this church, I was reflecting at how much God has changed me as well. Not in a physical sense. I’m still skinny yeah.

A never-ending process, since nobody’s perfect. But izit not mention that we should strive to be perfect just as our Heavenly Father is perfect?

I think I’ve bet with you guys that I may cry when I’ll see the building. I didn’t on the day I went. But I think I’m going to now.

The church will  hold its first worship service on the 3rd of January 2010. Until then, we gotta be prepared. I’ve gotta be prepared. Not to sound selfish; just the fact that I have a lot of things to reconsider. Things that I may have thought about before, just never been put into action. Its about time I did.

Greater things have yet to come,
Greater things are still to be done,
BShia